You destroyed me:'
You destroyed me, you know.
And though I've learned to live without you,
I'm reminded of that one fact every minute.
Because my soul isn't the same anymore,
and my body feels like it doesn't fit.
My steps are heavy and my thoughts a broken record.
For most of my life,
I was stronger than that,
but I knew early on you had the potential to shatter me.
And you did.
I didn't know if I'd survive you.
And I almost didn't.
I forgive you, though, and I never did blame you.
See, I'd spent my entire life wanting to get away from myself.
Thanks to you, I finally succeeded.
Because you destroyed me, and I'm not that person anymore.
The only one that mattered, my souls missing piece, my heart.
