I am lost.
Its soo painful to feel what I've always felt,
I better disconnect with my emotions.
Its soo painful to be who i really am,
I better disconnect with myself.
Its soo painful trying to be someone else,
I better disconnect with everyone.
Its soo painful to love any one,
I better disconnect with the way I feel.
I've drifted soo far away from everyone
I dont see no connections anymore.
I driven soo far away from myself
I dont even recognize myself anymore.
I've lost myself inside never ending fears
Alone with my mind is what i fear the most.
Some escape i found in detachment.
Some escape i found in getting high.
And now im lost inside my very escape
I dont see my way back in.
I've got myself a one way ticket.
My past seems like it's chasing me.
Cause I've drifted really far from myself
I dont even recognize myself anymore.
And I've driven really far from everyone
I dont see no connections anymore.
And the void it never could be filled.
And the void it never could be filled.
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